Monday, December 20, 2010

Consistency

I am not a very consistent blogger as you can probably tell.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Homelessness and the Holidays

What is Christmas about?
First of all, it is a time to remember Jesus' birth and give thanks to God for such a wonderful gift.

Second of all, it is a time of giving. Santa Claus is based on a real person. A real generous Christian man from Turkey.
Whether it is by dropping some change or bills in a red bucket of the Salvation Army or helping out at a local food pantry, this season is a great time to remember those who have less than us and to give back from what God has blessed us with. This reminder can really hit home when paired with the book I just finished reading.

Waterbrook Multnomah gave me this free book to review, called Under The Overpass. It is actually on old book but this is an updated version with a couple additional features.

Mike Yankoski, the author, was a middle class Christian college student. He felt nudged, called, or whatever term you like to use, by God to gain a better understanding of homelessness and to minister to homeless people. He did this by spending 5 months homeless. He found a friend and some supporters who sent them for 5 months with nothing but a backpack with some books and the clothes on their back and a sleeping bag a guitar to 6 different cities in the U.S. to live with the homeless, as the homeless live.

This book tells some of their stories and gives great insight into the culture of homelessness. Not only that, it challenges the reader to act. Not only is there homelessness all around us, along with other needs, but there are similar and some different or more intensified needs all over the world.

It challenges me not just to let myself be comfortable in accepting God's blessings and praising him for them but to also use them to bless others, even when it's difficult or uncomfortable.

I would definitely recommend this book to others. As far as the updated edition, I think it is mainly a marketing ploy to get people to read basically the same book. However, on one hand I am glad they are trying to get more people to buy this book. It is definitely a good book for many people to read. On the other hand, in my opinion, the additions to the edition did not really add to the book, although it was nice to hear a little more about the author's life after the journey of homelessness.
I think the previous ending makes a good point and an effective challenge that might in some ways be lessened by the additional material.

Read the book. You can get it from Waterbrook Multnomah directly online or various other stores.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Laptop

Kelsey helped me get my laptop to boot up. It hadn't been responding at all to the power button.

Now I have to figure out what I want to get off of my laptop before it totally dies, and where to put the things I get off of it.

My wonderful wife, Kassie, took care of the main part of the youth group tonight. All I had to do was the music. It was nice to have a break.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Dream Car!

Many people, especially guys, I would say, have a dream car. For some it is a Mustang, Corvette, Lamborghini, Cadillac or something else expensive. I must admit, the first car I remember really liking was a Camaro. After that, though, my tastes changed a little bit.

I went from Camaro to Neon to Metro. After that, I just stuck with metro but wasn't too interested in cars for a while. I ended up with a Lumina as my first car, given to me by my parents as a wedding gift. I am pretty sure a lumina is nobody's dream car. It wasn't mine. But I enjoyed it while it lasted.

After that started giving us problems we were in the market for a family friendly vehicle and ended up with another vehicle from my parents, their Dodge Grand Caravan Sport. They gave us a great deal and we really appreciate.

Around the time we got the van, we were thinking it would be very convenient and maybe even "necessary" to have a second car, and because of the deal we got on the van, we could afford to spend a little on another cheap car. I started looking around. Then somebody brought up the reality of paying insurance on two cars, which kind of mitigated my idea of getting another car.

Then, I realized that to have a second car would not only be convenient, but if I could find one with good gas mileage, it could save enough money in gas to pay for the extra insurance. Now back to my dream car.

As I said, I liked the metro. Well, I continued in the vein of economy cars but started liking more boxy cars, like the VW Golf which is generally out of our price range. I then saw a Ford Festiva. I liked it. Well, I thought I liked it. Then I learned more about that specific one that was for sale, and liked it less the more I new about it...this is wrong and these window decals and this might have to be fixed...you know the deal. So I kept looking. After looking at a Ford Aspire, a couple Metros, and trying to chase down a Yugo, I found another Festiva.

To make a long story short, I got a 1991 Ford Festiva, royalish blue with pink stripes along the sides. It has a few aesthetic problems, but seems to be mechanically sound. And it's a stick. I have never regularly driven a vehicle with a manual transmission. I have, however, learned to drive a stick a couple times, never getting completely comfortable.

I spent a little bit of time yesterday re-learning the stick, and it went pretty well...I would say smooth, but that was not necessarily the case, as I imagine is true for most people learning stick.

In summary, I got my dream car, and I am excited. Hopefully I'll get the Title transferred and get a plate for it tomorrow.

Also, I am looking forward to Kassie's dad helping me clean it up a bit.

Monday, November 29, 2010

Christmas Decorations

I have never been a huge fan of Christmas decorations, but I like them. I get slightly mesmerized looking at the lights on the tree and for some reason that is enjoyable.

Kassie also enjoys them, much more than I do.
Having the Christmas decorations somehow makes me more acutely aware of our lack of wall decorations. Kassie doesn't really like my large painting and discourages my attempts to hang it.

The church looks nice too. I have been gone for a few days and all of a sudden there are a bunch of Christmas decorations, which I heard were put up by the Boyls. Good job Boyls!

I am also very appreciative of Jesus. I often thank God for everything he has done for us or given us and then think "Wow, that thank you really doesn't even nearly begin to be enough, nor do I even understand how much I am attempting to thank God for." Yet, God's pretty cool and understanding, and I think he enjoys even our meager attempts to give him thanks. Really all year should be Thanksgiving, and as far as a Holiday, I think Christmas should definitely also be Thanksgiving.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

Auction

Today was the first YFC auction I participated in as an official staff member. It was pretty sweet. It was quite exhausting, but a good experience nonetheless.

I watched the Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy a couple nights ago and wasn't impressed. The book was much better.
The book seemed much more intelligent than the movie, or something.

I made some friends this weekend and met some pretty sweet people through the auction. I like that about YFC. There are many things I like about YFC. It's cool.

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Rainy with a chance of rain

I am going to try to post more often on this thingy. We'll see how long it this lasts. I probably won't post everyday, but I never know what to expect when it comes to this Josh Hill character.

Kind of like the weather in Michigan and probably many other places. Today it is kind of a little bit slightly rainy off and on around the Thumb area. I ran into one or two patches of light rain on my way to and from Pigeon today.

In other news, I finished listening to the Hitchhiker's Guide. I now feel much more prepared for galactic traveling. in fact, I think the book mentions multiple galaxies, so I might look into doing some inter-galactic traveling as well.
I am not really sure of the point or plot of the book, but I think it raises some interesting theological/philosophical questions, such as how many roads must a man walk down. the answer to that, according to certain mice, is 42.

Well, now, Kassie and I are off to the big town of Caro.

Look forward to seeing you soon.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

New Bed

I picked up a new bed yesterday on the side of the road. I think it is a kid's bed. It is in pretty good shape and looks pretty nice. It took a little bit of work getting it into the van and it barely fit.

I have been listening to a book on CD recently. A Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy. It's quite interesting. I think I am glad I am listening to it rather than reading it, not only because it would be hard to drive and read at the same time, but because it is read by the author who has a sweet British accent.

Next week is Thanksgiving! I have a lot to be thankful for, of course. I am thankful for my wife. Right now she is sitting with a blanket that has a big picture of a cat on each side. It is actually kind of strange, especially when folded so that the cat face is all that you see.

This blog post was inspired by my wife telling me about the Waterbrook Multnomah blogging for books program being back in action. For some reason, she got an email about it and I did not.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Kelsey did it...

Well, I was inspired by Kelsey's most recent post to write something in my own blog.
But then I realized I don't really have anything that I feel like writing about

Monday, October 4, 2010

Truth

I am currently reading a book called The Veritas Conflict by Shaunti Feldhahn. I think she is my favorite fiction writer. She also writes non-fiction, some of which is somewhat boring, but in her fiction she is able to include things from her non-fiction and make it interesting and applicable in a pretty cool way.

For example, I read a book non-fiction book by her about women in the workplace, and she does a lot of gender-based research and writing. I also read Lights on Tenth Street, another one of her fiction books, and it showed some of the gender-based stuff, how men differ from women and applied those to marital relationships, and other real life situations (well, they were made up but were still very real) in the book.

Both books also have great imagery of the spiritual warfare and the angels and demons around us all the time along with the power of prayer to empower the angels and allow them to fight off the demons giving God control in our lives.

Anyway, this isn't a review or anything. I am just writing because I really like this book and the other fiction one of I have read by the author. Sometimes I try to stay away from fiction because I tend to get sucked in and it tends to be meaningless or not have much affect on my life. I enjoy these books because they are fiction and they suck me in, but they also give me great reminders and new perspectives on prayer and other issues.

So, life is going well. going to Cedar Point this weekend. Lots of people from Cass City and Kingston going.
Baby is healthy. we couldn't find out the sex today but will eventually. Kassie's doing pretty well. We're both still adjusting to our new life in Kingston. God is good. life is good with God.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

New Start

Hi everybody,
Kassie and I are now in Kingston! It's a small town in the thumb about 45 min-1 hr East of Saginaw.

I got an interesting job. it is a double job, kind of. A partnership. I am working "part time" for Youth For Christ and "part time" as a youth pastor at Kingston Wesleyan Church.

We are both really excited about it.

The church seems great and so does YFC. Actually, I am working with Jason Gaffke who is like an older brother to me.

The church provided a house for us. It is their Youth Pastor Parsonage. It is a nice little three bedroom house. Especially nice coming from apartments. You should come visit us soon.

We just moved in today. Well, we brought most of our stuff over yesterday with the help of my mother and Jeff Kettle and with the use of Bickle's trailer. We brought more stuff today, and this will be our first night here.

I found internet in one little spot in the house. It is not a great connection but at least it's something. It's right in the doorway to our spare room. I looked for it in most of the house and only found it here.

Well, if you want more details or anything, just ask.

God is good. Praise God!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Vanishing Act Review

An author I know once wrote a book called Vanishing Act; I once read it and now will review it.
Nora James is separated from her father and her true identity due to one horrible night. Now she must face the same bad guys again.
This time, though, she has help, and not just any help. Investigating the case is the handsome and capable FBI agent Nate Andersen. Can Nate figure out who he is trying to help before the enemy gets to her? Can they keep their emotions from putting them both in danger? You'll have to buy it for yourself to find out. You will also have to read it once you buy it. But first you might wonder, "What did Josh Hill think about this book?" How convenient that you can find out right here and now.

This book is great for those who enjoy this suspenseful romance. I tend to prefer more suspense with less romance, but for those who enjoy the romance more than the mystery this is the book for you. I like the books that are suspenseful because you don't know what's going on until it all comes together. This one is more suspenseful because you are wondering when the people will finally wise up to what's going on around them.
Like I said, though, for those of you who are reading for the romance, this will probably give you what you're looking for with a good story to go along with it.

By the way, the author's name is Liz Johnson, and she's a great person.

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

It's Good to Be Selfish

I was in a melancholy mood today after getting in an argument with Kassie and started thinking about God and selfishness and life and stuff.

I will not even pretend to begin to understand my thought processes or expect you to understand them, but I will try to explain what I can.

I was thinking about how the humans and everything else that God created was made to worship him, to give God glory. That's selfish, but I'm sure God has the right to be selfish since he is completely. I don't really understand all that stuff about God's glory and how it is a priviledge to give him glory and everything.

So, I was thinking I would rather not exist. I realized I am stuck. Either I follow God and have eternal happiness or don't follow God and have eternal bad. Since I didn't feel like following God and because I was thinking about what true free will means, I was thinking God should have given us an option just to stop existing. It would be like eternal suicide, not that we would be constantly dying but that we would be completely gone when we died.

I also thought about how Hinduism is kind of right about the cycle of rebirth (reincarnation). However, it isn't complete reincarnation, instead, I believe in physical reincarnation. Since matter can be neither created nor desroyed, the body breaks down into substances that fertilize the ground and maybe become part of a plant, and maybe that plant gets eaten and parts of it become part of the animal that eats it. So, maybe we are all kind of cannibals. I don't know the exact science of it, but it seems like humans must become something else or at least a bunch of little parts of other things.

As far as selfishness, going back to the idea that we either follow God and things end up good or we don't and things end up bad, I was thinking that we are supposed to be selfish. Except it is more of an ultimate selfishness rather than a temporal selfishness. A temporal selfishness says, "I want everything to myself," or "I want to do whatever feels good for me at the time." An ultimate selfishness, though, is more like, "I want to do whatever will make me the happiest in the end, which is to do whatever God wants me to do." Therefore, the discussion about whether one can do something completely altruistically maybe can take a different form. We may be serving somebody for the selfish reason that it makes us feel good, but it makes us feel good because it is what God wants us to do.

Like I said, I don't necessarily completely understand any of it, nor do I expect you to. I also realize these are probably thoughts that have been had by others. Let me know what you think.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Back in Painesville

I realized I haven't posted for quite a while. I was just reminded of my blog recently when talking to somebody about blogging for books.
Many people have joined our facebook group Josh and Kassie's adventures in Painesville or something like that and receive updates on our life that way.
There's a lot going on in our lives lately, but I want to focus this post on what God has been doing in my life. I have been to several different churches in the past few weeks since leaving Crossway and it has been refreshing. I have also been reading some books that have been making me think and giving me new perspective.
When I read fiction books, even Christian ones, I don't necessarily expect them to make me think or change my views or anything but that is just what has been happening with the Christian fiction book I am currently reading. No this isn't a review of a book for a book blog. It is just a book I am reading that has given me some good reminders.
I think the book is called Lights on Tenth Street by Shaunti Feldhahn. I am not sure if I spelled that name correctly. She is also the author of a book I did read for Blogging for Books. It was a non-fiction book about women in the work place. Shaunti has done a large amount of research about gender differences and it definitely shows in her fiction writing as well as her non-fiction writing.
Aside from interesting insight into the way men and women think and react differently, though, one of the characters in the book is kind of a mentor to another lady and she suggests an hour with God each day. It seems simple enough. It is something I have done in the past, but I must admit spending time with God has not been a priority in my life lately.
Instead, it has become something I do quickly to get onto the next thing if I do it at all.
So, today I decided to make sure I spent an hour with God, and it was really good. It didn't completely change my life or make me a better person, but it was good, and I am sure if I continue to do it on a regular basis, it will affect my life in large ways.
Prayer is emphasized in the book and I could also tell it was very important to the church Kassie and I went to yesterday. Spiritual warfare was brought up in both the church and I have been reminded again of the power of prayer.
I really need to get better at remembering that and believing it, living my life based upon the truth that God listens and that prayer is powerful.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Unsettled

Kassie and I have continued to have an unsettled feeling, even as we get more used to the area and our apartment and everything. One thing we are lacking is community/friends. We enjoy our church and have gotten involved in a couple other things but as far as people to hangout with on a day to day basis, we don't really have that.

The Census has been somewhat stressful but it almost done for both of us. The current operation should hopefully completed by next week and we will not be able to participate in future operations due to our busy July schedule.

Crossway is going through some changes. We are going to be done with our contract with YMCA (where we meet each Sunday) at the end of June and will be looking for another place to meet. We are considering partnering with another church in the area, basically our whole church joining another church and merging ideas in ministries in some way. on that topic, I talked to the pastor of one church in the area that could be a good possibility for us to join. Ironically enough it is called His House Ministries. he will be talking with our pastor this evening, and we'll see what happens from there.

Kassie and I decided today that we will most likely be taking the month of July off from our responsibilities with the church and stuff. We will be participating in a mission trip with Crossway in New Mexico during that time though. We are also thinking about spending some time in the beginning of July at the cottage and the making our way to and from New Mexico making some stops along the way.

We have discussed the possibility of moving away, but I think we will probably be staying in this area. I am hoping the "merger" with His House works and that creates more of a community for us. We will be pursuing the possibility of Kassie taking some classes at a local community college. She also has been in contact with a local coffee house that might be hiring in August, so she could get a job there. There is a lot of uncertainty, but not matter what happens, we are trusting God to provide.

Another idea we have had is to live in a van. We plan on honoring our lease for our current apt for the rest of the year (ending in December) and after that possibly moving into a van. Although, that would not be the best time of year to do so, so depending on circumstances we might continue to rent our current apt monthly until it warms up a little bit or something.

I am continuing with Broken Buildings and that is going well. Our first concert was exciting and I think it went really well. We definitely need to work on some things and it was a good learning experience. We have another concert coming up on the 18th that we are preparing for. We will be playing for about twice as long as our last concert so we are working on some new material and some covers.
We are also excited to be playing at Convoy of Hope the following weekend, I believe the 26th.

Well, that's kind of an update on our crazy life. It is hard at times but God is always good.

The Last Christian

If you like futuristic ideas mixed with suspense, infused with Christianity, this is the book for you. Abby, a woman who was raised in the isolation of the jungles of Papua New Guinea, emerges to find somebody to stop the plague that is killing her tribe. Upon leaving the jungle, she receives a message that she is being called to bring Christianity back to America.
With all the new technology and ideas of this future age, along with confusing messages from all directions, Abby has a wild ride ahead of her, more wild to her than the jungle she came from.

I really enjoyed and appreciated this book for many reasons. First of all, it was entertaining; it kept me wondering what was going to happen next. Second of all, it made me think about my faith and beliefs in different ways and reminded me of things I tend to forget. I appreciate being able to read a book that keeps me entertained while also strengthening my faith.

One red flag I do have to put up, something that I do not like about the book is the way it portrayed the Big Bang Theory and Evolution as if they are proven facts. I know it is common for Christians to not really know about about how the Creation described in Genesis fits in with scientific evidence. I, for one, have just recently started becoming enlightened on that topic. Because of that, it frightened me that the faithful Christian in the story explained to a questioning college student that the Big Bang was most likely used by God in creating the earth. It goes on to say that the story of Genesis isn't meant to be taken literally, or something of that sort. I disagree with this, due to recent research I have done and would suggest that anybody who has questions about this should take a look at answersingenesis.org.
I hope you find the site to be as interesting and insightful as I have.

As far as the book, I would suggest it to friends but would make sure to include a warning or explanation about that red flag.
To get your own copy of the book, go to http://waterbrookmultnomah.com/catalog.php?isbn=9781400074976

This book was provided free for review by WaterBrook Multnomah

Friday, May 14, 2010

Math and Raccoons

I know many of you might have been slightly hesitant to read this after seeing "Math" in the title. No worries. Math is just what I got out of the title "Indivisible."
That's a book I've recently read. It's a book about raccoons. Well, raccoons aren't the central figures in the story.
Rather, they are part of a mystery that Police Chief Jonah Westfall can't get out of his mind. Others tell him to leave it alone, that it's nothing more than a prank. But Jonah Westfall has a hunch that there is more going on than meets the eye.
Speaking of meeting the eye, the Chief has had his eye on somebody for a long time, but can they get past their past?
This book is all about people who have something in their past affecting them in a major way in the present. We all have things in our past that affect our present. This book reminded me that people are not always who they seem to be. Some people just have walls up or disguises on because of their past.
Well, you'll have to read to find out more. Overall, I thought it was a good book, even though I had gone into it thinking it would be a mystery thriller, and it was actually more about relationships.
The book was provided for review by Waterbrook Multnomah.
Here is a link to an audio interview with the author http://www.multnomahemails.com/wbmlt/audio/Kristen_Heitzmann.mp3
If you want to buy the book, you can go to http://waterbrookmultnomah.com/catalog.php?isbn=9781400073092
If you want to borrow the book, you will have to talk to my mother, who currently has my copy of it.
Thanks for reading.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Census 2010

Well,
Life has kind of been crazy, mostly due to the census. I have learned that you never really know what to expect with the census. In fact it is quite a quirky operation. I mean, what do you expect when the majority of the work is done once every ten years by thousands of temporary employees?
Anyway, I started off being a QAC Rep., sitting at Lake Erie College, waiting for people to ask questions about the census, how to fill out the questionnaire, or asking for a Be Counted form. Nobody really came. I think I talked to 5 people about census-related topics in the 3 weeks(?) I was there. Then I got called to be an enumerator, for which the training would start this week. The next day Kassie got called to be an enumerator, and I got called again, this time to be a crew leader instead for which the training started the week following the phone call, which was also supposed to be my last week at the QAC. They said I could just close the QAC (Questionnaire Assistance Center...I know you've been dying to know what that stands for) early and do the Crew Leader training. So, I did. At the end of the training, I was told they had no spot for me as a crew leader but that I would be a Crew Leader Assistant with a crew that was currently working on the early enumeration. The early enumeration was slightly different from the normal enumeration and was done so that off-campus college students could be counted before they left for the summer. So, I did that for a week and finished it up.
That was last week. This week I have been as Kassie calls me 'a government gopher.' Basically visiting training sites and taking paperwork back to the office and stuff. When I am not running errands, I have been doing office work. Until...
Today I went into the office because they didn't have any errands for me. I did a little office work. Then Christine, one of the office people (I don't know her exact title, but I think she is somewhat high up there) told me she had a job for me. If I hadn't heard her talking on the phone earlier, I wouldn't have thought anything of it because she had been the one assigning jobs to me all week in the office. When I was working earlier, though, I had heard her asking about possible people who could do a replacement training next week. As it ends up, I am the person to do it. Which means, for the rest of this week I am preparing to train enumerators.
This is a little bit different from the normal enumerator training though for a few reasons. First of all, it is in the evenings rather than the day. Secondly, since it is a replacement training, I won't be their crew leader after the training. Instead, they will be placed with other crews that by that time will have already been working for a week and may need more people. And I...I don't know what I will do after next week, but I am assuming I will probably be assigned as a CLA with one of the crews, possibly the same crew I worked with for the early enumeration.
So, it's been an interesting few weeks, not knowing what I will be doing from week to week or sometimes day to day or hour to hour. But it has been a blessing to have a job, not only as a source of income but for something to do each day.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Not Just A Review

I realize I haven't been posting much other than book reviews lately, but here is a real post.
As some of you know, I have been working for the Census Bureau. Last week I had training to become a crew leader. Basically, the enumerators are the ones who go out and knock on people's doors to get them to fill out the questionnaire. Crew leaders supervise the enumerators. Field operation supervisors (FOS) supervise the crew leaders and so on.
At the end of training last week i was told that I was going to be a CLA (crew leader assistant) rather than a crew leader because there are already two crews out in the two districts we live on the border of. They started in the Early Early Phase (official name, no joke) to try to get the college students before they leave since LEC (Lake Erie College) lets out at the end of April.
So, they won't need a new crew leader in those districts, but I might be joining one of those crews, which actually might combine, as a CLA, meaning I would have some enuerator duties and some supervisory duties. I don't know for sure yet but my FOS is supposed to call me tomorrow morning to let me know.
Crazy census stuff.

In other news, the band I am in, Broken Buildings, played acoustic versions of some of our songs at an open mic night this past week and it went really well. I am excited for the May 28 concert.

Today, I went to a rally/march to raise awareness about human trafficking. It was at OSU in Columbus, OH. I went down with people from Annex and met up with my good ole pal Rebekah Benish. It was interesting. It was a good trip overall, although I didn't get a whole lot out of the actual event. I would like to maybe use our band to raise awareness about human trafficking or something though.
Also, I randomly met up with a couple friends from Cornerstone, Jesse ... and Ben Rezendzian or something like that. It was cool to see them unexpectedly. THey both go to a private college near Columbus.

Kassie is doing pretty well in Arizona. I miss her a lot. She is supposed to be coming back on Tuesday. Things have been a little rough. Please pray for her brother and his family. Thanks.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Amnesia

I have had a couple incidents with amnesia lately. I haven't personally had amnesia, although I can't say I'm not a forgetful person. Rather, I both read a book and watched a movie dealing with somebody who had a blow to the head that caused temporary memory loss.
Here, I'm going to focus on the book. Forget Me Not is quite a thriller with a twisted plot and an intricate web of connections. As you read, the plot unwinds and parts of the web are revealed.
A woman is running...you don't know from what, and she doesn't even completely know, but she lives her life running from something, somebody, some group of people. She has lived that way for a few years and is getting tired of picking up and going. Through it all, though, she is helping others by creating safe places for them to go and get help. Until one day, she is caught. She wakes up barely alive, not knowing who she is or where she is.
All she has are hunches, feelings that tell her what to stay away from. Somehow she seems to have escaped, or actually, it is more like she was let go by her captors. As she recovers at a crisis center, she starts remembering pieces and her past comes back to haunt her, the things she was running from catch up to her, and she has to face them. Only by the grace of God does she stand a chance.
This book is a captivating mystery novel that weaves faith into fiction. It kept me interested and wanting to read more and more. I would recommend it for anybody who likes this genre or anybody who would be willing to give it a try.
If you want a copy, go to http://waterbrookmultnomah.com/catalog.php?isbn=9781601422057
This book was provided free for review by WaterBrook Multnomah Publishing Group.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Review of This Little Prayer of Mine

This Little Prayer of Mine is a cute, rhyming book that teaches children to pray. The illustrations by Mark Elliot do a good job of giving examples of the things that are prayed about.
I remember when I was little memorizing the book Green Eggs and Ham. While it was a fun book to read and easy to memorize, it didn't really have much substance, other than maybe teaching kids that it is good to try new things.
This Little Prayer of Mine, on the other hand, would also be fun to read and easy to memorize and is a good resource for parents and Christian educators to teach kids to pray.
I would recommend this book for any parents of young children as well as Christian educators.
I think it is an enjoyable little book that would be fun for parents and children to read together and would help teach a very important lesson.
If you would like to get a copy of this book, go to http://www.randomhouse.com/catalog/display.pperl?isbn=9780307458049
This book was provided free for review by WaterBrook Multnomah.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Life

I am starting to enjoy my job. It isn't always a barrel of fun, but it also isn't bad at all. I just sit at a desk for 3 hours. It is out in the open in the student center at Lake Erie College, so people pass through. Not a lot pass through during my hours. I work until 11:30 and it doesn't start getting busy until after 11. However, I have gotten to meet a couple people.
I have seen people from Annex, the Christian campus group meeting I have gone to a couple times. I have also met a couple others. In particular, I met a girl named Lisa. The first day, she was the only one around for a while. I went up to her and asked where a drinking fountain was. She didn't know but offered to buy me a water from the snack bar with the extra money on her meal plan. Since then, she has come by every day to chat. Yesterday, we got into a pretty lengthy and interesting discussion about Christianity vs. atheism. She calls herself an atheist, although she was raised Catholic. From what she has said, it seems like she grew up with an interesting/false understanding of Christianity.
I have been realizing more and more how incomplete or skewed many "Christian's" and others' view of Christianity is.
As I expected, she didn't right away turn from her beliefs when I shared my own, but we will have the opportunity to continue the discussion, and she seems interested in doing so.
It is good for me in that it challenges me to look for answers to questions I have dismissed or not thought about. As Paul said in Philemon verse 6 "I pray that you may be active in sharing your faith, so that you will have a full understanding of ever good thing we have in Christ." Sharing our faith isn't just good for those we share it with...in fact, it might not have any significant impact on them, but it can definitely impact our own lives.
I also get to spend time on the internet and playing solitaire at work. Until yesterday, I hadn't had a single person come up to me legitimately asking me about the Census. Yesterday, I had 3! It was a busy day. In fact, I was going to post on my blog yesterday but had to postpone it until today. Until next time...think about Philemon verse 6.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Candles

You know those times when the electricity goes out and you have to get out the flashlights and/or the candles? Well, I hadn't ever really thought about what it would be like to live without electricity and to depend on candles for light, long-term, until I read the book Here Burns My Candle.
I must admit, this isn't really my favorite style of book, so my expertise in this area is definitely lacking.
This book by Liz Curtis Higgs portrays an upper-class, family in Scotland during a tumultuous time of revolt. The family consists of a Dowager (a widow whose husband was titled...Lord, Baron, etc.) and her two sons, Donald and Andrew, and their wives, Elizabeth and Janet, respectively.
The book focuses mainly on Elizabeth, who is from a completely different social status, and the development of her relationship with the Dowager. It is meant to be related to the story of Ruth, although this book does not go any further than the 18th verse of the first chapter of Ruth.
While the book was, in my opinion, longer than it needed to be and didn't cover much of the book of Ruth, it did give an interesting portrayal of what life was like in the society of the time, set in 18th century Scotland.
While it was not a book I would normally pick out, I did not dread reading it each time I picked it up. Rather, I found myself getting caught up in the story, going through the ups and downs, mostly downs, of the family.
Speaking of downs, the book was somewhat depressing. Many things in the family's life were falling apart, but it was encouraging to see the faith and hope of Elizabeth through all of the hard things she and her family were going through. It was also encouraging to see the changes in the Dowager, including her return to faith in God.
This book is definitely meant for a certain portion of people. I would recommend it to somebody if they generally read similar books. It is a good enough book for the type of book it is, but honestly, it is not my type of book.
If you would like a copy of this book, you can find it here: http://waterbrookmultnomah.com/catalog.php?isbn=9781400070015.
Visit http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A2nPMBA_rgM to see a trailer for Here Burns My Candle.
This book was provided free for review by WaterBrook Multnomah.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Review of Start Here

The Harris brothers team up for another book about doing "hard things." Start Here is a follow-up on their previous book Do Hard Things. Although they are just in college, the two have definitely done hard things for God with their lives, including writing books, doing speaking tours, and encouraging thousands of others to do hard things as well.
This book does a great job of encouraging people to do things that are difficult, big and small, rather than living complacent apathetic lives. The brothers recognize that doing hard things is not the basis for gaining salvation in Christ, but it is an important component of living for Him. They offer many examples of hard things that others have done, with letters from teens and young adults and their stories, as well as a list at the end of the book of hard things ranging from "[Writing] my parents a letter thanking them for all they do," to, "[Organizing] citywide baby showers for a crisis pregnancy center."
While this book is aimed at teens, I believe it is a valid and helpful exhortation for Christians of all ages. I have not read the first book and am not a teen, but I was encouraged by the book to make changes in my own life, and I think others will be too.
I would definitely recommend this book for teenagers, and I would also recommend it for people of all ages, especially those struggling with complacency or apathy or people who just need some encouragement to get off the couch.
I would like to thank WaterBrook Multnomah Publishing Group for providing this book free for review.
If you would like this book, go here: http://waterbrookmultnomah.com/catalog.php?isbn=9781601422705

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Maria Rides Again!

It turns out we don't need a new car. Our Lumina has nothing wrong with its head gaskets.
At least that's what Snyder's told us.
Our landlord suggested we go to Snyder's to get a second opinion, so we did today.
The guy looked and said the head gaskets are fine. He said there is just a leak in the intake of the coolant, or something like that. He told me he had some kind of pellets to put in there that would seal it up.
Also, the engine had a tick or something that he got rid of by putting something in it that lubricated something. I don't really understand much about cars, but basically instead of paying a bunch of money or just selling the lumina and getting a new car, we got it fixed for less than $100. Hopefully it actually works.
He seemed like a nice, trustworthy guy. And our landlord, who is also a nice, trustworthy guy, is the one who recommended him as the only place he would go around here.
We'll see.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Job

I don't remember what I wrote about last.
I got a job! I don't know how long it will last. It is for the 2010 Census. It is a desk job. 3 hours a day 5 days a week at the college across the street. I have training next monday and start after that. I am excited to have more income and have something else to do.
The band is going well so far. I met with Nate today and went over some harmonies and stuff. We have our next practice on Friday which will be my first as an official member of the band.
We are still looking for a car. My awesome parents were nice enough to not only let us borrow the van but also to drive down and bring me up to MI for a few days so I could then go and pick up Kassie from MP and spend a couple days there before heading down here.
God is doing some sweet stuff with our church. We aren't really sure what direction it's headed, but it's going to be awesome.
I love you all.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Broken Buildings

I recently joined a Christian progressive rock band. It's called Broken Buildings. The drummer and lead singer have played together for a couple years and the lead singer has been writing music for about 9 years. I met and played with them once and it was good stuff.
I am playing bass and singing backups. I am excited to see what happens with this new adventure. For a long time I have wanted to be in a Christian rock band. And quite a while ago I decided the ideal position for me would be playing bass and backup vocals. More recently I decided, with God's urging, to pursue this dream.
I'll keep you posted. Just wanted to let you know.

Monday, February 22, 2010

Seek First His Kingdom

Today, it is raining, which naturally creates a certain moodiness within a person. I am actually glad it is raining, and I like the rain. Nonetheless, I cannot deny the effect the gloomy(Even to call the sky gloomy assigns affect to it.) sky has on my mood.
This only adds to the melancholy of my wife being gone for the week. While I am happy for her to be with family and friends and to hopefully get some rest and connect with God, it is hard for me to be without her.
Furthermore, I watched the movie "Copying Beethoven" this morning, which in some way affected my mood. Movies about music often have a mixed effect of inspiring me in my own musical pursuits while also accenting my lack of creativity and skill.

Now, I don't mean to be a downer, and despite all that, I would say my outlook is rather positive. Having said all that, I was reading the verse for Monday from a weekly verses thing I get in my email.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened."

Matthew 7:7-8

Reading it, I had this feeling that I should be asking God for something...to make me more creative, more wise, to help me get a job, to give me guidance...which lead me to realize I need to be asking for Him. That reminded me of the following verse:

Matthew 6:33

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."

This vindicated my previous conclusion that I should be asking for God, but also reminded me that I need to do more than just ask. I need to seek Him.
Together the verses tell us, "Seek God above and before all else. In doing so, we will find God, and he will take care of everything."

I guess I am a little slow in learning this because it is something I think God has been teaching me for a while. I continue to seek other things, trying to find my own way and asking God if it's right or asking for His blessing, rather than seeking Him first and waiting on Him.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Review: Hear No Evil

I don't know about you, but when I hear the phrase "hear no evil" I think of little monkeys on a shirt covering their eyes, mouth and ears.
This book was nothing like that. I don't think monkeys were mentioned at all, in fact.
Hear No Evil by Matthew Paul Turner is about...well, unfortunately I am still trying to figure out the point of the book (I did finish it).
I think it was an interesting book giving an account of the author's life as it related to music. There were some things I could identify with, songs and artists I recognized, odd beliefs about what we can't do as "Christians."
I think some readers could get a new perspective of life realizing, "Wow, people actually grow up thinking that listening to rock music will make you go to Hell?" similar to the perspective you would get reading about the life of somebody from a third-world country. I do admit, some of the things the author talked about were surprising to me. Some of the beliefs the author and his family held to reminded me of the verse Colossians 2:8 which warns, "See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the basic principles of this world rather than on Christ."
Another surprising thing to me was how much he admired Amy Grant and her music. I guess coming from a different generation and a different upbringing can change many things based on what we are exposed to. I am sure there are and will be many people who don't and won't understand my enjoyment of certain music or other things.
While this book is somewhat funny and entertaining and might make you think about perspectives, I don't think I would really recommend it to anybody. As I said, I didn't really get the point of it. I wouldn't recommend against it, either. I don't think it's a bad book. I am not sorry I read it, but I most likely would not read it again unless to try to find the meaning of it.
If you would like to get your own copy, you can find it at http://www.randomhouse.com/catalog/display.pperl?isbn=9781400074723.
This book was provided for review for free by the WaterBrook Multnomah Publishing Group.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Review: Love and War

Love and War by John and Stasi Eldredge is all about marriage.
The couple gives it to you straight. I think they give a very realistic look at marriage with stories from various couples and their own lives. They pointed out that marriage is hard, very hard. They also gave ideas and pointers to make it work. They tossed away the lies of the world and brought in a new perspective... Actually, it is quite an old perspective, God's perspective. God is the one who created marriage. Yet, we turn to everything but God to find answers when marriage doesn't seem to be working or we feel like something is missing. The authors do a great job of turning the focus back to God.
They also do a great job of portraying the way marriage can and should work, with each person taking personal responsibility rather than trying to change the other and the two working together as one.
Being married, I can relate to many of the things they said. I could agree with some of the advice and other parts offered new ideas to chew on. I think it is a great book for married or pre-married couples.
I am sure singles can get a great deal out of it, too. It shouldn't scare a person from getting married, but it does make it clear that marriage requires hard work.
I would definitely recommend this book to friends who are married or thinking about marriage.
Many times after spending a long time reading, I will feel a little out of it, in my own little world, or like I have been wasting time. After reading this book, I was excited to love my wife and seek God. To me that definitely says something positive about the book.
Go to http://www.randomhouse.com/catalog/display.pperl?isbn=9780385529808 if you would like to get a copy of this book for yourself or a friend.

This was book was provided for review by WaterBrook Multnomah.

Monday, February 8, 2010

Music

Kassie played bass guitar at church yesterday! I think she enjoyed it, and it was nice to have the bass sound.
We have both decided that we want to pursue music more or something like that.
I have decided I am actually going to try to get better at guitar rather than just playing the same chords I have played for the past 6+ years.
We also want to start some kind of band, possibly a jazz combo or something.
I want to start writing music.
This is kind of an offshoot of God's previous guidance, I think. He gave me reminders of how much I like music and some motivation to pursue it as a worship leader. Now, I want to pursue outside of being a worship leader. I am not exactly sure what that means, but we'll see.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

Meeting the Housemates

A couple nights ago Kassie decided to make cookies to hand out to people who live in our house, not really our house, but the house we live in. (For those who don't know, our apartment is part of a large house).

Last night we went to deliver the cookies. I believe there are 5 other apartments with current residents in the house. We met one several weeks ago, and he is our landlord. We met two more last night.

The first one is named Emily. She works at Lake Erie College across the street. She calls this place "the Mansion."
The second one is Andrea. We don't know where she works. We interrupted her phone conversation, but she was nice enough to answer the door and introduce herself and stuff.

Both of them seem nice. Hopefully we will get to know them better and also meet our other housemates.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Prayer Walks

As you may or may not know, Kassie and I live right across the street from Lake Erie College, a small liberal arts college.

Just a few facts about the college:
-one of their main focuses is equine studies (horses)
-their football team is just 3 years old, I think
-their marching band just had its first season
-there are somewhere between 1000-2000 people who attend the school

When we came here, especially after finding this apartment, we had the idea of doing some kind of college ministry at LEC. We didn't know if anything like that was already present but from what we heard from people, it seemed like maybe not.

Kassie suggested a few days ago that we go on a prayer walk around the campus. So, we did. We then decided to do it everyday. I likened it to Joshua leading the people around the city of Jericho.

Today was our third day and as we were coming to one of the buildings near the end of the walk (we haven't gone into the buildings, but we take a path around the outside of the campus...we don't really miss anything on the inside of campus because it is so small I am pretty sure there is only one building we don't directly go past) we saw a group of people gathered in the lounge area (there are big windows in the lounge area, actually in many of the buildings on campus). I noticed that one of the girls had a guitar and the people were facing a screen which I saw had the lyrics to "Marvelous Light" by Charlie Hall.

We were encouraged to see that there is apparently some sort of Christian group on campus, and we hope to be able to partner with them in some way, even if it is just that we continue praying for the campus and for that group. Praise God

Friday, January 22, 2010

1984


I guess we go to the library quite a bit. Has anybody read the book 1984? If so what do you think of it? If not, what don't you think of it?

Well, I have heard from several people over several years that it is good, a must read, and have kind of gotten a feeling that I can't be educated if I haven't read it.

A week ago when we were at the library I looked for the book,except I was looking for 1982, and I didn't really search hard and didn't find it. Last night, however, is another story. Well, it is actually just a different part of the same story.

We went for a quick trip right before the library closed because we both had a hankerin'* to watch a movie. As we were leaving we both noticed the "free" cart in the entryway which has books to be given away...at least that's what we assume since they all say "free" on them. And guess which book just happened to be on that cart...no, not Clifford the Big Red Dog...it was 1984. Well, Clifford might have been there too. We didn't really look very long but I took 1984 and started reading it last night.

It seems interesting so far. I am really glad our world/country isn't like the one described so far in the book. I am pretty sure that is how the author wants the reader to feel in order for him to make a point sometime later in the book or maybe a series of points.

The point of the story is, I found 1984 and am reading it, so I will soon be an educated person.

You might be wondering why you just read this. That is a normal feeling, and there is no medical treatment necessary for such a feeling.

On an unrelated but equally important note, Kassie and I beat Mario 3 on Super Mario All Stars last night!

*I don't know where the term hankerin' came from or where it went...maybe people in certain areas still use it regularly. I do know it should always be used with an apostrophe instead of a "g," and it is somewhat enjoyable to say.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Daddy?

This afternoon,we were at the library and I was looking at movies while Kassie was on a computer. There was a little girl, probably about 2 who was with two ladies, one of which I think was her mother.
She was staring at me (the little girl, not the mother) while I was looking at some movies and I would look over and make a weird face at her every once in a while. Then I moved to a different section and her mother (I think) came over to the same section holding the girl who resumed her stare.
I looked over and she (the little girl) said Hi to me so I said Hi back and then she said "Daddy?" Her mom was like What? No. That's not Daddy. Definitely not. You're dreamin'...or something like that. I didn't really know what to say so I just kept looking at movies as they left the area.

Being lazy and comfortable or waiting?

Lately we havent had a whole lot to do. There are things we need to get done to fully transition into this new life ans such but it doesn't keep us busy throughout the day.

I have been getting a little restless. Yet, I don't really know what to do.

Today I read from My Utmost For His Highest about waiting on God rather than doing your own thing impatiently. "Sweet," I thought, "so I am just supposed to be waiting for whatever God has for me. I should probably be spending time with him and be looking out for opportunities to serve him while I wait, but basically just wait."

Then I proceeded to read part of Vince Alongitalianlastname's book I Became a Christian and All I Got Was This Lousy T Shirt. Part of what I read today was a chapter on not being lazy or comfortable but dying for ourselves to live for God. "Hmmm," I thought, "maybe I am not supposed to be playing so much Mario, and I should get out and do something instead."

Now, I feel somewhat conflicted. Maybe there is a balance that I am not seeing. Am I supposed to get out and do something, or am I supposed to wait on God? Maybe I am just not supposed to give in to all of my desires, like beating Mario 3 on Super Nintendo or eating a bunch of chocolate covered marshmallows with sprinkles on top (you may be thinking that sounds too good to be true or too sugary to be good or something like that. nevertheless Kassie decided to make those last night, and then I made a few more).




Maybe I am supposed to be reading God's Word even when I don't feel like it, and praying for Haiti and for my friends and family even when I would rather watch a movie. Maybe what I should be doing is not necessarily what I think of as active, rather it is actively waiting on God, actively spending time with him rather than wasting time on other things, saying "no" to chocolate covered marshmallows with sprinkles on top (or at least saying No to eating more than one at a time) to treat my body as a temple of the Holy Spirit.

Monday, January 11, 2010

Review of The Male Factor

I recently joined the WaterBrook Multnomah blogging for books program. By recently, I mean a couple months ago. If you want more information about that, let me know.

My first review for the aforementioned program is about the book The Male Factor by Shaunti Feldhahn.

I would like to preface by mentioning that the book is targeted at women, and I am a man (for those of you who didn't know). I hope I am able to give a helpful perspective, but you must realize that some of my perceptions of the book may be very different from the perceptions of those who belong to the target demographic, namely females. Furthermore, it is about the workplace. While I have worked at several places both alongside and as a subordinate to women, I wasn't really able to relate my work experiences to those written about in the book. I think this may be at least partly due to my ignorance to the issues brought up in the book. While these things may have affected me, I did not really think about them. This gives support for the purpose of this book, to educate and raise awareness about issues for women in the workplace.

Now, I want to express my appreciation for certain topics covered in the book. Some specific sections I could relate to especially or think are important for women to read about include the section on emotions, the "Give Me the Conclusion Up Front" section and the section about dress. It was helpful for me, as a man, to understand some differences between men and women. I think it would be helpful for my wife and other married couples or anybody in any male/female relationship to understand certain differences. Shaunti offers some great insight based on much research and experience.

I think many of the topics are good for both men and women to be aware of, and that changes made by women using this information would be helpful both to them and to the men around them.

One thing that is interesting about reading this book as a man is that I was able to realize som of the things that women don't generally realize about men. In other words, as a man, I assume that women think like I think or have a common understanding about things that might not necessarily be true. It is important for me to try to understand their perspective and to help them understand mine rather than making assumptions.

One thing negative I have to say about this book is that in my opinion it is too long. I especially think the beginning part was too long. It seemed like I was reading a formal research document or something. While I think it important for the reader to understand the authority and credibility of the author and information in the book, I think that section could be cut down or at least formatted differently to make it more palatable.
Similarly, I think some of the content areas could be cut down somewhat. However, it may have seemed to me like certain sections had too much explanation because I am a man and already have an understanding of certain things about men that women might need more explanation about.

I also think some of the information that is boring is necessary. For example, I think the author does a good job of explaining herself in a way that is inoffensive to both men and women while much of the content could otherwise be perceived as mean or judgmental.

Finally, I appreciated the Christian reminders at the end of the book which point the focus toward pleasing God rather than ourselves or others.

Overall, I think much of the information is very important and helpful. However, the book itself was difficult for me to get through. I would highly suggest certain sections for various people, but unless a person likes to read textbooks, it might be hard to get through the whole book.

If you have any questions or comments, please feel free to let me know. If you would like to purchase the book you can go to randomhouse.com (http://www.randomhouse.com/).

This book was provided for review by the WaterBrook Multnomah Publishing Group.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Music, Sports and Wii

I like music, sports and Wii. I also enjoy many other things.
I recently got a new bass guitar for a sweet deal (I can tell you the whole story if you want). Also, my father* is starting to show some interest in learning bass, so I taught him a few things tonight. I will probably be showing Mike (the pastor I will be working with) a few things on the bass too.

*I decided to use Kelsey's asterisk idea, which I guess isn't really hers, but her blog is the one I've seen asterisks used in...now for the reason for the asterisk...I don't usually use the word father. Rather, I call him my dad. However, I have recently begun to like father and mother better than mom or dad. I still use the terms mom and dad most of the time but I like mother and father. I also like the word soda better than pop although I usually use the word "pop" because that is what I am used to. I am not sure what they call it in Northeast Ohio.

I enjoy active things, sports included. Sports has actually become a very broad term. Maybe it has always been a broad term, but sometimes I wonder about whether things are actually sports. I can think of any good example right now but I am sure you can come up with some of your own. Anyway, in the winter I sometimes have a hard time motivating myself to go outside but when I do I usually feel better. In the past week or two i have gone sledding, ice skating, snow shoveling, walking, etc. It's just nice to get out. I also played some sports in a gym with my family...mostly floor hockey, but also a little soccer and then some Dance Praise.

My parents have a Wii and while it is more active than most video game systems, I think I could become addicted in a way that would take away from more important things in life. It has been fun to use while we're here though.